Friday, August 13, 2010
damn her!
I don't understand myself sometimes. Why would I be so afraid of her? Why can't I say what I want when I see her? She's just a bitch and I can't talk to her to defend myself. I talked with her pretty well today, giving her an attitude and everything, and when she left, my hand started shaking. What the hell is wrong with me? I swear, I shouldn't be afraid of a woman who thinks she is better than everyone else. I always think about scenarios where I'm not afraid to confront her. But when I do see her, they all seem to leave my head. What kind of person am I going to grow up to be? I can't imagine it.Will I be able to defend myself when I grow up? Will I be able to defend my family if something were to happen? I hate her. Most importantly, I hate myself.
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Whoever her is, HATE HER, fine! But dont hate yourself!! Be proud of yourself for making a step. At least you gave an attitude today to show that you can stand your ground. Only you see that you are scared but she doesn't. So be brave and keep sticking up for yourself. Theres nothing to be scared of. Whats the worse possible thing that can happen?
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