So yea

This summer, I'm going to be a changed person. I keep saying that every summer but this time, I'm for real! This summer consist of jogging,work, prep, and helping my mom. I am jogging everyday before I go to work or prep for maybe an hour. I am finally working! But it doesn't feel like work because I'm going to be doing what I do every saturday and sunday, but just getting paid. SAT!! OMG PSAT and SAT this junior year! I'm aiming for a 2000, a 1800 isn't bad either :D My mom has been mad stress lately and I finally realize how stupid and selfish I am. I keep thinking about myself and haven't realize what my mom has been going through. I know how to fully do that laundry now so I can help with that. I have a income now, so I can help some. Oh, and for junior year, I am going to fully commit myself to school work. No more facebook, aim, and or any distracting sites. I know that if i put all my effort into school, I can beat some of those smart kids cause they're not really smart, they cheat. I'm not smart either but I have some intelligence that has been hiding away because I'm too lazy. I'm so random, I just write whatever comes to mind so DEAL WITH IT :D I'm actually excited for SAT, but I hope I get it cause I signed up too late T___T But one thing I won't stop doing is checking my mail, it doesn't take a long time and I can check facebook updates without going on facebook!! I am also going to continue daydreaming, just when I'm not learning. It's a bad addiction, but it's so sweet at the same time. I wrote a lot today, that's because I haven't written daily. I won't promise that I will write everyday because I'm also cutting back computer time during the summer. I probably go on the computer twice or three times a week?? Sophomore year was the worst year of my life, I'm not letting junior year be the same. I'm going to make sure I do really good in my classes and get into a good college, get a good job, and take care of my awesome mommy and sis, who I want to kill sometimes.